Just wanna put it out there, have it in writing - not in my head.

Hopefully I won't get beaked about this. But this kinda goes along with "Got me thinking..". It's 11:40pm Thursday and I just got home from watching a movie at a friends place. Now, this friend is a girl, a good looking one in my opinion, whom I have lots of fun with and I feel I can go to her about anything. Anyways, while watching Step Brothers, or just getting it started, I found myself wanting to say "I wish I was the one that could put his arm around your shoulders." or something to that effect. Unfortunately this happens to be the same friend referred to in an earlier blog, who has a boyfriend and has had for a long time. Because of this I feel restricted, bounded, or limited as to what I can say to her, stuff about how I really feel and have it stick and mean something. I feel this way because she's already going out with someone and I don't wanna put her in an awkward situation or give her an awkward feeling when she's around me because I've "said to much" or told her what's on my mind about her.

As for now, this is all.
Crunch.

A new favourite?

Watching one of my favourite channels - G4TTV - I heard about a band called Combichrist a couple weeks ago. Today I finally made a note of seeing what their like. Tell me what you think;

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=4cOzOkn1X6o&feature=related

Got me thinking..

I was out with a couple friends last night - one of which I have an attraction for. Toodling around the city - I thought something along the line of wanting to be the one to say "good night" to her after a night out.. Unfortunately she's going out with someone else.

As for now, this is all. Will be back later when I have something else to say.

For those who care.

I'm just sitting here looking for help with Blazing Angels 2 on the Xbox 360 - thankfully I have found what I needed to find and hopefully can use this information to my advantage.

The INITIAL blog.

Sitting here in CPT20 at school. This will be updated at least once a week.